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I'm so sick of this

I am SO FUCKING SICK of this

Every fucking time I'm happy, something ALWAYS fucking comes and takes it away

Both online and in real life I fucking feel like I have nobody. I feel like the few people I DO have are going to get driven away by how annoying and angsty I am. It's happened before, and it'll most likely happen again. And there's not a god damn thing I can fucking do about it. Already I'm afraid to talk to some of my best friends because of this very reason

To make matters worse, my parents, who already cause me a large majority of my misery and suffering, have gotten especially worse lately, driving me even further up the wall and closer to suicide. On top of that I can fucking feel myself slipping into insanity and if I tell anyone about it they'll just fucking tell me to get over it

All I want to do anymore is fucking bang my head against the wall and pass out. Maybe then, just fucking maybe I'll get a fucking concussion and die. I'll stop suffering and a lot of people would be a lot happier with me out of their lives

I'm just done
I'm so fucking done
brb working on my will
  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: Nervous Breakdown by Black Flag
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Red Vs. Blue
  • Playing: Call of Duty: Black Ops 2
  • Eating: Steak and Cheese
  • Drinking: Water

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Artist | Student | Varied
United States
Title says it all

Hi I'm Atchisson I'm an aspiring artist and animator but I suck at both.
I like cars, guns, Pokemon and vidya games, mostly those on XBOX Live

Please do not thank me for the faves. I've tolerated it before but such comments are beginning to clutter up my page. Any comments as such will be hidden.

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manyuarts Featured By Owner 6 days ago  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fav!!
toyonda Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2014  Professional Interface Designer



Thanks for the faves:):D   :iconthankyou1plz::iconthankyou2plz::iconthankyou3plz::iconthankyou4plz::iconthankyou5plz::highfive:



ZoruDawn Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Student General Artist
Pokemon: Espeon OC (thanks for the fav) by ZoruDawn
IsabellaManara Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014
thanks for the fave!
DaltTT Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2014
ChipmunkRaccoon2 Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:
Feel free to leave a comment on it if you'd like. ;)
Honey23Poppy23 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you for the fave on my Sarah cosplay! xxx
CHaRBini Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014
Thanks for the fav! :la:
OmegaMKII Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so very much for the fave Agera!
AgelessAgera Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2014  Student General Artist
Welcome bruh.
What? You don't remember your good pal CT no more?
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